By a Khilji well in Panchsheel Park
In my country, women are allowed
six or eight arms, as many as we need
on a given day. When you tell me
to hide mine, you tell me to forget
centuries of women stepping down
to this door (barely visible, covered
in eight meters, seven hundred years
of dust storms). No matter
how many snakes twirl here, guarding
their memory, it is still possible to look
through grill, grime, padlock, look down
the years before our histories tangled,
before this knot in your breath, this bruise
by my ear. My dear, even the rocks have tired
from the dream of a fuller monsoon, year after
so many years, and those women, searching
for deeper water, returning with full
hands, so many buckets. And you
tell me to hide mine?
Aditi Rao is the author of The Fingers Remember and the founder of Tasawwur, a collective of artists that empowers teenagers to create positive change in their lives and in the world. She lives in India.
Sixty-five degrees and bare arms, her and me, on the stoop. Our spot. Listening to the space in between us, as hard as it was to hear. The sun made us squint and I rubbed it into my skin, for later.
On the subway, three perfect
poofs frame flushed cheeks.
Lips pucker, sweet as stolen
fruit snacks. I make the rules
I point towards the Foothills in the distance, an expanse of grey reaching toward the blue above, painting the sky an envelope yellow. *That must be fire,* I tell you, and move my hand from the shifter to your knee.
*No, no,* you say. *I think it’s just clouds.*
But he has a Border Collie’s mind and obsessions; he oscillates with nervous energy and is burdened with a sense of duty that he, being sheepless, can never quite fulfill. The only time he is at peace is when we walk at the creek.
Outside and through the passenger window Theresa noticed the last remnants of neighborhoods, places where an occasional garage light disappeared behind a satellite dish, or a vine- covered fence protected houses from the sight of the highway.
In my country, women are allowed
six or eight arms, as many as we need
on a given day.